As I
hunched forward from the weight of the pack and the pull of
the sled, the sweat formed liquid stalactites at the tip of my
nose. My gaze concentrated on the snow in front.
Small spiders, like moving fractures in ice, carefully worked
their way across the snow. It made me wonder how
something so fragile could survive in such an environment.
A
Pacific Salamander, in slow motion, struggled to reach a
warmer repose, working it's way through seeds from the
forest's canopy, which lay in accidental symmetry in stark
relief against the whiteness, boring their way into the snow
from the heat of the sun.
The
fallen giants, which had earlier impeded our progress, caught
the sled with their broken limbs, putting extreme stress on
the sled's poles, splintering one and slightly damaging the
other. Fourteen days ahead! This does not bode
well.
The
afternoon seemed to slip by faster than my forward progress.
As the setting sun sucked the warmth of the winters day into
its evening berth and the snow slickened in the chill evenings
air, my wretchedly tired body reached it's goal.
The
snow reflected the cold light of the Milky Way and the shadows
disappeared in winter's darkness, providing me with an
inchoate world in which to set up camp.
Still burdened with the pack to provide weight to trample the
snow in a crisscrossed pattern like some frost encrusted
waffle, I created the solid base needed for the tent.
Then, without the skis I punched a trail to my latrine amongst
the cathedral trees.
Setting up the tent I set about the making of my evening meal.
It was dark and my small lantern set the tent to glowing like
a giant Halloween pumpkin, a bright orange orb under a jewel
encrusted night.
Each
year as my friends ski out leaving me in my wilderness
solitude, my existence becomes my own, and a longing for what
the tomorrows may bring stirs my spirits. Snuggled in
downy softness a sense of peace settles over my soul.
Sleep came fast and deep.
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